Dear Beloved

I thought we were really something,
Until you let these little things get in the way.
You act like I’m nothing, and I never was.
It kills me, the things I never say.

Denying me is all you’ve ever done,
All you want is a good time,
Good times go with the bad.
I thought someday you would let me in.

I’m nothing now as I always was,
I know what it is you want,
Yet you can’t even say it to my face,
And you still hate that I won’t give up.