Lay Alone and Look

Some nights I look
Amongst the stars
Wish to
Look afar
Find the direction
Where my quest 
Will fall 

Clues are given
They take me nowhere
Perhaps somewhere
Then lead me astray
My travels
Yearn for an end
I am too near to amend

There is one
Who holds
The key
To keep me
From drifting
For and aft
So why is she there too?