Lost for reason,
Reason to strive,
Live on.
Mixed thoughts of all,
All that is and was,
Mistakes made in past,
Now coming alive.
Lost between emotion and ambition.

For what I say is all this,
This success and despair?
How can all be in one?
Unsure of going astray,
From dreams sought,
Now all seeming a lost cause,
Searching for a path,
To lead me in the proper direction.