I lay here each night,
Sad and alone,
Wondering when,
I might snag,
The next girl for me.

I’m not looking,
For sex…
I want to hold you,
In my arms forevermore.

Is it so much,
To ask,
To have a commitment,
Maybe not to be forever,
But more than a week?

To search and,
Never find,
Is becoming my life.
May the lord change that,
And give me his blessing.