Shattered

Confused thoughts,
Playing in my head.
My heart shattered,
Slowly mending.
Withstanding devastation,
Accepting denial.
Giving up my last hope,
Tossing knowledge aside.
Packing my emotions away,
Time is my fear.

Again is my time,
Worth all this pain
I’m holding inside?
Should I grasp my heart,
Or let it all go?
If only I could weigh it all,
My pain would end.
If only she would follow,
Her heart, and mind,
She would find her feet for her journey home.